Category: 2019

  • Teasing Game but they Fuck

    Teasing Game but they Fuck

    nsfw, semi-public, tbo canon offshoot

    She’s so tight around him. They’re frozen, quiet, him twitching inside of her as they wait for the footsteps to fade. His nerves are being frayed, but at the same time, it’s exciting to be so close to being caught murdering propriety.

    Thandi’s face slips from one of mortification to a sly smile.

    The game is on.

    Though he tries to keep a grasp on her hips, she rocks against him, biting her lip as she gives him the look. The one that haunts his best dreams, the one she shows only him, the one that shows how much she really desires. The look that pulls him back into a rhythm, trying desperately to steady his breath as they rut.

    Gods… no, goddess… She rules him. Body and mind. It’s so close. He’s so close. Charlie throws his head back, stifling a moan as she picks up speed. Thandi always knows what she wants and how to get it. He’s just another part of that collection.

    That’s right… he should be working to keep his spot in her ranking of importance. It’s not enough to simply be a distraction. He’s got to be as close to number one as he can get. She looks mirthful when she sees him smirk, a wicked grin spreading.

    Thandi loves that look. It means he’s done being passive. And she’s about to get really fucked.

  • Cut Off

    Cut Off

    hook, heartbreak, hypnosis

    He’s pacing. How could this be happening?

    He can’t believe it. Thandi would never betray him like this!

    But it’s all right there. The evidence. The bracelet has been cut. Thandi admires a ring on her finger. She smiles and blushes as she talks about someone else. There’s no room for him here.

    Why is she so happy about this? She knows she has a perfectly suited marriage candidate in him! And she… she… she cut it. She cut it off. And the look she gives him, one that once was walking the line between pity and tenderness, is simply cool indifference.

    It’s maddening.

    He could see the bracelet writhe on the table before her, reflecting his inner turmoil. As much as he adores her, if she’s found true love…Charlie grinds his teeth and storms into the forest.

    He can’t stop her. No matter how in like they are. No matter the promise they made. No matter the circumstance. If she is happy then so is he. Eventually.

  • I Just Adore You

    I Just Adore You

    fluff, sleep

    Charlie watches Thandi, the pressure in his chest rising with every breath. Every movement of hers is lovely. Every expression. Every small detail. He feels her through the bracelet and it’s heaven. The beat of her pulse and the warmth of her body pressed to his, even degrees removed, is a comfort he never thought he would enjoy.

    The bracelet squeezes gently as his heart rushes, wasting precious heartbeats on his adoration. Thandi looks up at Charlie and smiles. There’s some relief to the pain.

    Thandi watches his face light up, inner coil moving against her wrist. It never lets her forget. A giggle bursts out of her as she smiles broader, seeing his goofy, crooked smile in return. What a gorgeous man he is.

  • Sown

    Sown

    nsfw(ish), marking, fluff

    Charlie is giddy. No one knows what they did, and his seed is still inside of her. He can’t stop smirking at the backward glances Thandi gives him. Both of them share this secret excitement, knowing she’s filled with him.

    Her small giggle is wonderful as she blushes at him. She feels the bracelet twine and stroke at her wrist, tightening possessively. She gives it a peck to calm his excitement, but instead rouses him more.

    The two hook pinkies as they walk, bumping hips and brushing fingers. Being so close. Being so loved. And knowing that he’s left his mark in her…what a thrill. He can’t wait to do it again. And again. And again.

  • Teasing Game

    Teasing Game

    pining, TBO book 1 offshoot, foreplay

    It’s gotten to be a game. How quietly can they tease one another? Who can pull the most noise from the other? Moments alone are filled with butterfly kisses and fingers tracing forbidden places.

    Tonight, Charlie is winning. He’s behind her, holding her, trailing kisses down her neck before giving her a playful nip. The arch of her back is a subconscious response, and he takes advantage by trailing his fingers along her thighs.

    She feels her sensitivity heighten. His tongue. Him sucking on her now. Fingers creeping closer. She feels herself getting wetter. She feels him pressed to her. He won’t let up until she signals her defeat.

    The temptation is strong. Let them become one. Let him finally break down the barrier between them. Let them both cave into one another’s desire.

    Let him fuck her until words have no meaning and all she knows is begging for more.

    Instead, she leans back and whispers, “That’s enough, darling.” He pulls back his touches and gives her a final kiss on the neck before simply holding her to him, eyes closed. Her head clears.

    Things are fine as they are.

  • Misc Sleep 1 & 2

    Misc Sleep 1 & 2

    sleep, drabble, fluff

    He’s holding her close, spooning her. It’s oddly comfortable to have him pressed so close to her as he sleeps. It’s warm, and it feels…safe.

    Her eyes flutter closed as she enjoys the faint tickle at the back of her neck, breath from lips that were a ghost on her.

    Every day is a dream. Charlie wakes with Thandi in his arms and sleeps with her curled against him. She touches him, strokes him, pets him to comfort. And he only wants to be there for her. All the time.

  • Panther Nap

    Panther Nap

    sleep, drabble, fluff

    Thandi strokes the large head of the panther in her lap. It purrs for her as it rests lazily, her fingers scratching him just right. When she’s careless and drops her hand, the panther’s tongue rasps on her fingers, huge paws reaching out and tapping her hopefully.

    “Charlie. Come now. Don’t be greedy.”

    The cat huffs and settles again, tail tip flicking. She reads on.

    Eventually, she reaches down again, and instead of velvety fur, she feels soft hair that curls just ever so slightly. Charlie’s head sits in her lap and heat blooms in her cheeks. Her fingers return to his head, and he hums quietly, already asleep.

     “Thandi…”

    Is he dreaming of her? How flattering. She gets comfortable, continuing reading. His even breathing and warmth as she scratches his hair is almost hypnotic, lulling her closer to sleeping herself. Her fingers stroke his cheek, playing a little with the hair along his jawline. What would he look like if she managed to get him to trim everything? Even when he first arrived, he was looking a little shaggy, hair slipped behind his ear.

  • Chandis 1 – Nov 2019 thru Dec 2019

    Chandis 1 – Nov 2019 thru Dec 2019

    Chandis are collections of drabbles and vignettes that I collect in one place until the document gets too big and then I move on to another one.

    original cover vs binding cover

    The one I made in 2019 in Canva.

    Based off that, I did a quick painting of Charlie writing in his journal for the cover.

    Writing

    • Fever Dream

      There’s a shivering bundle sitting along the path that Charlie walks along tonight. It gives him pause as he hears the rasp of illness, a rattle that threatens to become something worse.

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    • Wolf Sighting

      Thandi sees the wolf amid the brush. It watches her warily, so she moves slowly.

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    • Moping

      Charlie is insatiable. Thandi laughs as he kisses every bit of her neck as he can, excited to be with her again.

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    • The Neighbor’s Dog

      Ever since Thandi started seeing the wolf in her yard, she’s been sitting out every morning with a mug, before the fog even lifts.

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    • The Beginning

      When did it start? When did she start catching his eye?

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    • Contagious Fear

      “What are you scared of?” “Being split in half.”

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    • Estate Test

      Charlie Backstory, Child Abuse, TBO Canon Charlie presses himself into a cabinet, holding his breath as he hears the door creak open. He hears the heavy steps of his father as he enters the library. There is a pause, then the steps leave, door clicking shut. A few more cautious seconds, and Charlie emerges from…

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    • Good Things…

      There will always be a distance between them that he can’t close. There will always be the knowledge that this is a diversion and nothing more.

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    • Lullaby

      Instances like this are few and far between. Charlie saves it for those truly difficult nights, and he always starts so quiet.

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    • Spiked

      His vision blurs and swims, and a face gets close to him. Someone… here to help? Someone… someone… anyone will do.

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    • She’s a Goddess

      People always manage to keep the drinks coming at parties like these, and then he drinks. It’s in his hand, he must, and gods. He’s lonely.

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    • Cold Night

      Charlie pulls his jacket tighter around his shoulders, giving a nod to the servant on the other side of the glass. She returns the nod, expression grave, before leaving him in the back gardens. Locked out again.

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    • What Makes It Love?

      Thandi’s words roll through Charlie’s head time and again. What even is love?

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    • Cowardice

      Charlie grimaces as he watches the arms of the sube man shake under the weight of Yu Min. It’s like watching an elderly dog being brought out on the hunt.

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    • Home

      The quiet is maddening. It’s no perfect silence, as there is the distant hum of the hardware in the kitchen and crickets outside. But! To Charlie, the silence is overbearing.

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    • She’ll Be Home Soon

      There’s been a problem building up lately that he’d rather avoid coming to light: he’s in love with his best friend.

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    • Familiar Melody

      The air is cool tonight. He takes a deep breath, tasting the fog as it twists around the trees. It’s always this place lately, something sinister and tense about it.

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    • Delayed Gratification

      Charlie is stretched out, shirt untucked and open, sleeping away a spot of lethargy that occasionally takes him into downright crankiness.

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    • Thandi’s Kitty

      Thandi’s hands run over Charlie’s chest, massaging him. She enjoys the feeling of the heat of his skin, the firmness of the muscle there.

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    • Excursion

      Thandi shakes her head, laughing. “I know that he has a reputation for nastiness, but I promise I can handle it. It’ll be good for my career to go out on this expedition!”

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  • Dipshits

    Dipshits

    fluff, dancing, tbo canon offshoot

    Lips on her neck and arms round her body, Thandi laughs as Charlie covers her in kisses.

    “You scoundrel!”

    She could feel his breath on her as he laughs. “Yes, and?”

    “You’re rather affectionate today, aren’t you?”

    “Hmm.” He sways her side to side as he always does, eyes closed as he contemplates. “Of course I am.”

    The two of them twine fingers and sway quietly. They’re on watch together, and this is how they keep awake. It fills them both with a buzzing sort of energy, makes it hard to sleep, and now it’s just routine to be close like this.

    “Of course you are.” Thandi wiggles out of his grip and turns to face him. His smirk plays across his face, and she can’t help it. She reaches out and strokes his cheek, enjoying the hum he makes when she touches him. “You’re darling.”

    “You’re dear,” he mumbles back as he opens his arms for her. She steps into his embrace again and they dance a little, laughing at the absurdity of it. He holds her close, and she hugs him closer. “I like you so much.”

    “I like you!”

    His lips press to her cheek and she feels his hair tickle her as he nuzzles her. Being a panther sometimes certainly added to his library of touching; sometimes she was surprised the man himself couldn’t purr, with all the humming he does at her.

    Again, lips on her neck and it’s back to work keeping each other awake.

  • 4 Year AU

    4 Year AU

    The 4 year AU was a collaborative RP between Kay, GSM, and two others before it got sidetracked and exploded. It was not finished but it took place during the

    Art

    Charlie’s hypothetical 4 years after the beginning of the adventure.

    A few minutes before the Little Ride image in the NSFW art below.

    NSFW Art